The developed, balanced perspective I hold is precious to me beyond words. Love me or hate me, no one can take that from me. It’s an authentic kind of power. I reached a point that empowers me to be untouchable. Over the years, I went through deep and complex suffering. I see the depth, beauty, and wisdom learned through my private struggle.
Many one of a kind chapters formed my identity. I’m not comparing my painful experiences to the worst of what exists in the world. I know there are much darker places. I’m blessed. Super lucky. With that said, the past crises I faced were nearly intense enough to shatter my life. Several times over. I could barely manage the worst of the lows. Though ultimately, I built myself up by sheer force of will. Maniacal determination. Resilience. Focus. Patience. Strategy. Constraints gave me the urgency to rise. Now I stand with clarity and strength.
My peace is complete. My contentment is real. My life does not need to get substantially better. Improvement is simply my nature. The byproduct of my identity. I feel no emptiness. No unnecessary craving for more. I have everything I could possibly need. I protect my earned freedom.
This state of being will last until my final breath. No matter what changes or comes my way. What stands in the way becomes the way. I learned to accept and embrace everything. I learned how the mind works. How the world works. I do not unnecessarily resist what is. I move forward with composure. Self actualized. And I carry that with my deeply internalized sense of permanent contentment.